megarock1018

I feel like I have to let this out, after talking to a friend of mine, he told me, I needed to change,

Well..... At least some of me, and here we go.



First off. I have to get this off my chest, now most of you wont know this, and only a few of you will know what Im talking about.

I have to stop putting myself down,
I have to keep smiling,
I have to trust myself more,
I have to appreciate myself more,
I have to keep looking at the bright side of things,

And to things I have to confess....

I confess to.... Liking somebody that..... Ah forget it,
I confess I have been.... Rather down lately, seeing Cho and Harry be in a romantic relationship.
I confess to.... Uh...... Having a cretain someone on my mind

Yep its finnaly happened, my first (well not first technically but first official) summer class,

GAMEAUTH1 (Game Authoring 1)

CODING YOU BE MY WEAKNESS!!!!!

so yeah. oh and one of the subjects i took up isnt showing up as 'already taken' huh weird.... gonna ask them tomorrow and enroll in the summer class and the subject that still isnt verified



..... and no i did not mean for the title to rhyme

Im back from a week log non-consentual vacation during holy week,

now first reason im sad.... Almost 100% i'll fail another one of my classes (GAMEAUTH1) Because I didnt get to finish my finals codes..... I couldnt work on them ont he road and i'll probbably finish my course in 5 years (considering this is a 4 year course.... Im so ashamed...) I guess its just me to blame, Coding has always been my weakness,

Second reason:
Im STILL not done modeling for my 3D animation class, (my DIGISOUND class im fairly confident i'll finish, but no promises) i'll have to work on it all day tommorow,

Third reason:

Sliced my right foot on some corals at the beach, (yeah i know, i gotta be happy i went to the beach right? I rather just stay home and finish my schoolwork) Trying to catch waves while kayaking (is that how you spell it?)

Fourth Reason:

Almost dying gives a guy the bummers, afterwards you appreciate life and stuff but after you feel all down, I fell out of my Kayak, i was so tired already, then this large wave yanked the kayak away from me, pretty far off, now im a good swimmer mind you but I was exhausted then, I would have died if not for my brother (yes he is athletic, yes he's thinner and in great shape, and yes he's 3 years younger then me, he's an ass sometimes but he's a good guy,)

Fifth Reason:

Lots of classes next term.... Plus the prospect of having to repeat the rest of my classes.... Gods the Idea frightens me.... This might have been the longest journal ive ever written i guess....

Sixth Reason:

My hard Drive (500Gb Western Digital) Crashed a few months back, and still no progress on recovering any of the data, since its unmountable, I know that the data is still there, A lot of important school data too.... I dont want to risk overwriting the data, i just want to get it back...

Seventh Reason:

SUNBURN ON MY LEGS!!! OWOOW!!! (front legs, while Kayaking) I cant walk at all T-T not very well anyway.... Cant sleep well either....

Eight Reason:

I might fail RESWRITE, or reaserch writing.... Damnit.... I feel useless....



And now the reasons to cheer myself up...

First Reason:

Im Home....


Second Reason:

I get to rest, but I have to go back to school, I like going to college, and I'll do the 'finish all homework and research first then play games afterwards, I swear it'

Third Reason:

Im reunited with some of my close friends....



And thats about it.... Im totally screwdrivered...

I know I should have seen this coming but.... I failed T-T Digimag no less, (I really should have seen it coming since i didnt go to class 3 times...) But still, im kind of, (not really, more nervous) excited for the new term, gonna be a hectic schedule again, and I MUST manage my time better! NO MORE SLACKING OFF!!!! Plus you guys know i rarely (If ever) Post on my journal, and i just do when i really am stressed, and here I am T-T disappointed in myself.... knowing I could have done more for my digimag... (Digital imaging as in photography) this is what I get for being lazy, Gotta kick myself into high gear and no more skipping! FROM NOW ON I MEGA WILL DO MY BEST!!!!

Hey guys? I got a close close friend of mine who really needs some help here, i hope all of you pitch in!
here's her page koshkio.deviantart.com/


Because of a sudden financial crisis, I'm now taking commissions to earn some money to handle it. So please please please commission me!! DX

I'll be offering only inks and line art for now because cg takes a lot longer and I stll have school and work in between. Payment will be made to Paypal and will be collected after the initial sketch has been done and approved. I'll do humans or furries (depending on the species. I just can't draw some animals >.<). No nudity, sex, or gore.

So here's the price list:

LINE ART:

Bust: $5

Half body: $6

Full body: $8

Extra characters: add $5 per character

Background: add $3


INKED ART:

Bust: $10

Half body: $15

Full body: $20

Extra characters: add $10 per character

Background: add $5


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Please allow a couple of weeks for me to complete things because of the before mentioned school and work. I'll do my best to finish them quickly, though. Thanks to anyone who signs up in advance!!! ^v^



Guys take my word for it, commissioning her is worth it