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I feel like I have to let this out, after talking to a friend of mine, he told me, I needed to change,
Well..... At least some of me, and here we go.
First off. I have to get this off my chest, now most of you wont know this, and only a few of you will know what Im talking about.
I have to stop putting myself down,
I have to keep smiling,
I have to trust myself more,
I have to appreciate myself more,
I have to keep looking at the bright side of things,
And to things I have to confess....
I confess to.... Liking somebody that..... Ah forget it,
I confess I have been.... Rather down lately, seeing Cho and Harry be in a romantic relationship.
I confess to.... Uh...... Having a cretain someone on my mind
Well..... At least some of me, and here we go.
First off. I have to get this off my chest, now most of you wont know this, and only a few of you will know what Im talking about.
I have to stop putting myself down,
I have to keep smiling,
I have to trust myself more,
I have to appreciate myself more,
I have to keep looking at the bright side of things,
And to things I have to confess....
I confess to.... Liking somebody that..... Ah forget it,
I confess I have been.... Rather down lately, seeing Cho and Harry be in a romantic relationship.
I confess to.... Uh...... Having a cretain someone on my mind
The worst has come to pass.... Summer class
Yep its finnaly happened, my first (well not first technically but first official) summer class,
GAMEAUTH1 (Game Authoring 1)
CODING YOU BE MY WEAKNESS!!!!!
so yeah. oh and one of the subjects i took up isnt showing up as 'already taken' huh weird.... gonna ask them tomorrow and enroll in the summer class and the subject that still isnt verified
..... and no i did not mean for the title to rhyme
Back and sad T-T
Im back from a week log non-consentual vacation during holy week,
now first reason im sad.... Almost 100% i'll fail another one of my classes (GAMEAUTH1) Because I didnt get to finish my finals codes..... I couldnt work on them ont he road and i'll probbably finish my course in 5 years (considering this is a 4 year course.... Im so ashamed...) I guess its just me to blame, Coding has always been my weakness,
Second reason:
Im STILL not done modeling for my 3D animation class, (my DIGISOUND class im fairly confident i'll finish, but no promises) i'll have to work on it all day tommorow,
Third reason:
Sliced my right foot on some corals a
Devious Journal Entry
I know I should have seen this coming but.... I failed T-T Digimag no less, (I really should have seen it coming since i didnt go to class 3 times...) But still, im kind of, (not really, more nervous) excited for the new term, gonna be a hectic schedule again, and I MUST manage my time better! NO MORE SLACKING OFF!!!! Plus you guys know i rarely (If ever) Post on my journal, and i just do when i really am stressed, and here I am T-T disappointed in myself.... knowing I could have done more for my digimag... (Digital imaging as in photography) this is what I get for being lazy, Gotta kick myself into high gear and no more skipping! FROM NOW ON
Now taking commissions
Hey guys? I got a close close friend of mine who really needs some help here, i hope all of you pitch in!
here's her page http://koshkio.deviantart.com/
Because of a sudden financial crisis, I'm now taking commissions to earn some money to handle it. So please please please commission me!! DX
I'll be offering only inks and line art for now because cg takes a lot longer and I stll have school and work in between. Payment will be made to Paypal and will be collected after the initial sketch has been done and approved. I'll do humans or furries (depending on the species. I just can't draw some animals >.
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hey, i just met you
and this is crazy!
but i know how you feel.
i used to have a mega crush *coughstilldocough* on this guy named brendan. he was funny and smart and cute and funny, and i couldnt get him out of my head. i seriously thought about him everyday! even during vacation. i recently realized that the guys a jerk, and i dont want his amazing sense of humor turned on me.
plus i am physically *coughnojustshycough* incapable of talking to him. or speaking his name. or even looking him in the face. im pretty sure he thinks that i legitimately have issues. probably thinks im stupid too... so what good is pining for someone ill NEVER have?
at least, thats what i keep telling my self. i still cant get him out of my head, my face still feels like a fever whenever i see him. good thing ive got acne or else hed probably see me blush XD
i want to forget him, but then i dont. and cant. that stupid little voice in the disney section of my heart keeps saying "have a little hope!"
long and off topic story short, i feel yah. they never get out of your head.
and this is crazy!
but i know how you feel.
i used to have a mega crush *coughstilldocough* on this guy named brendan. he was funny and smart and cute and funny, and i couldnt get him out of my head. i seriously thought about him everyday! even during vacation. i recently realized that the guys a jerk, and i dont want his amazing sense of humor turned on me.
plus i am physically *coughnojustshycough* incapable of talking to him. or speaking his name. or even looking him in the face. im pretty sure he thinks that i legitimately have issues. probably thinks im stupid too... so what good is pining for someone ill NEVER have?
at least, thats what i keep telling my self. i still cant get him out of my head, my face still feels like a fever whenever i see him. good thing ive got acne or else hed probably see me blush XD
i want to forget him, but then i dont. and cant. that stupid little voice in the disney section of my heart keeps saying "have a little hope!"
long and off topic story short, i feel yah. they never get out of your head.